Don't listen to negative thoughts. Be thankful to God, be what God called and created us to be!
I know many of us share in the common weakness of fear. That lack of self confidence and the fear of failure. That awful question of "What if"! So here is my secret. If you try and fail you are not a failure. If you don't try, you will never know what is inside of you waiting to come out! There are gifts inside all of us waiting to be encouraged and nurtured. So be true to yourself and believe in the gifts you were created with!